I'm thirthy one years old today

Finally.. time has come. I'm thirty one years old today and don't know how facing my future. Felt alone and only Allahs be with me. I feel tired with all situations, with my environment, with all my stuck thought. Hikzzz....

Happy milad to my self. Wish all dreams come true soonest... Amin
04 June 2009


My wishes in year 1430 H and 2009 M

We're already in Islamic new year 1430 H and no longer will be at new year of 2009. I have many wishes at new year. What kind of that ? Just check these out :

1. Getting marriage with somebody who fear to Allah, we love each other, have commitment to build up the sakinah family, and stay at abroad. *what? hehe*

2. Be a better muslimah, better iman, better healthy, better attitude, and better spirit to live & work.

3. My lovely parents, my brother, my relatives, and my best friends always in the best health & iman.

4. My lovely parents perform their umrah to Mecca

5. Travelling around the world.

Some of above are looking imposible for me. But... with Allah's help and with His Blessing, I'm sure those dream will come true. Allahumma Amin..

My condolence & symphaty for our brother & sister at Gaza. May Allah helps you soon. Amin

30 Dec. 2008

It's hurt me

Sometime, new people asked me about how many kid I have ? how old are they ? what is your husband's job ? and frankly.. such question sometime hurt me. Make my feeling so bad and my face tobe colourful at once (angry, upset, badly). Ugh!! I know its normal for woman like me having family and childrens. But.. aghhhh I don't know what to say.

Allah.. Grant unto us Spouses and Offspring who will be the comfort of our eyes and gives us (the grace) to lead those who have Taqwa. Aamiin..

19 Dec. 2008

Be A Happy Single

I know that I'm not young anymore. My life is began to thirty. So.. whats wrong ? hmm nothing.. just want to express what should I do to keep happy & smile to colour my life

1. Enjoy your life

2. Keep to hang out with friends, especially with the single friend

3. Do anything what you want! If you want to travel some place / eat some food, just do it !

4. Make closer to Allah The Al Mighty with hope that all our du'a will be fulfilled soon. Amin..

07 Dec. 2008

My Wedding Format

Even I don't know when I could reach this dream, it doesn't matter to share what I want at those day. Someday, if it happened, Insha Allah I want to realize what I shared

1. Aqad will be conducted in Masjid Baiturrahman, around my home. Walimatul 'asry/little party will be held at the same area also. They yard is wide enough to accomodate all the attendance. *haayya.. mimpi aja euy*

2. It will be done on Sunday, around 08.00 am till 12.00 am only. *The date ? hhmm.. its still God's secret*

3. The attendance betwen male & female will be separated. And it will be valid for the bridgroom also (depend on condition). *Hey, sapa tuh groom-nya? hihi*

4. No music from band or anyone else. Only instument song or gamelan sunda from cassete. *Masa deket masjid ada musik2 an ? iihh kualat entar*

That's all for today, will be continued later...
18 Oct. 2008

My Future Husband

Hi..hi.. Feel not confident to write the above subject, but I just want to express my dream.. if you don't want to read or feeling bother, please don't visit this page :)

1. I'm not a perfect girl, so that I'm not looking for a perfect one also. The important is we have one commitment to build up our future sweat home with faith & iman based on Al Qur'an & Sunnah.

2. I'm not a pretty girl, so that I'm not looking for a handsome one. The important is we have one goal to set up our future beautifull home with thanksfully to God who create us on the best figure.

3. I'm not a smart one, so that I'm not looking for a very clever one. The important is we have one spirit to learn anything on togetherness.

4. I'm not a rich girl, so that I'm not looking for a rich man. The important is we have one target to be a rich people in order to constribute our islamic brother/sisther who need it & to support our worship.

Where are you now ? I'm waiting for you here.. :)
17 Oct. 2008